I remember when I was young on how I reacted the times my Mom or anybody at home tried to wake me up when I was sleeping .It made me mad and a lot of itches on my body but my favorate part where I used to scratch is my legs.I loved to do that while I cried and no matter how they tried to make me calm .My Mom ,Dad, felt tired to make me calmed and they just ignored myself as they know that I may felt tired also.Thats the result I have a few scars on my leg.Big lessons for being stubborn.I kept asking my Mom why I have scars on my legs and she said thats the result for being hard headed.............Nobody to be blamed but ME................

 

    Hmmmm wish I can take my nap form work but this friend of mine really wanted me to watch movie with her early this afternoon......Oh well,I just said yes but hmmmm I will close my eyes prenteding that I enjoy watching the movie.........But ,I'd just love to listen and glance in awhile.......Thats what I am doing here every afternoon        until 7 evening.......But we have a lot of fonds though........

Last night I had a dream about this wedding ring.......Hmmmm what if I am the lucky guy here to have that one..is that possible for me?lol .who knows my friends maybe someday it could be..Luv yu

 

Here comes the time I hated most all the time here compare to winter time.Dust and pollens really bothers myself especially my face.Everytime I do walking oh my God my face starts etching and small pimples come out.Pollens?I keep sneezing and hmmmmmm benadryl helps me a lot and I have my special soap for my face.Oh well,I have no choice and better to shot up my mouth here............

Hmmm almost time for me to go my work but still the song (Almost paradise) keep playing and i really love that song.So I decided to be at work after this song......Thats me since I was young really love music and singing though my voice is very tough......Oh well bye all my frineds needs to go now.....see ya.......

I did not know what's the causes my stomach got upset.Hmmmm I am sure the foods I ate I don;t like the taste at all but i had  no choice I am hungry just ate a little and afterall i throw it out and then I suffered my stomach.Good I have my Peptobesmol and it really helped for me to recover.Thanks God but still I'm not feeling well now but  sure tomoorw it will disappear........

 At 11:30 this morning at work our manager in SCU (Special Care Unit) invited me to be at her office and showed me the result of the evaluation for myself in my second year in that facility.Oh boy! she hugged myself and congratulated and said that I got an outstanding result .........meaning I am good in any ways at all .Well,thats me when we talk about job I know how to deal on it.If we love our job and love to those  people around  us  I am sure 100 percent you don"t feel bored and you'll be glad being with them also.Love my job and love to everybody.............I would rather say .......trust yourself and be nice to everybody..............

 

 

Love to share about this  86 years old woman at nursing home named Anne.Everyday I hug to all our risidents as i treated them as my own parents.I love these people though sometimes they are so grumpy but we need to understand themselves being a dementia and having an alziermer.Well,one time it happened that I was not able to talk Anne because I was very busy helping to some of the resindents that they were in need.She just came closer to myself and said,"Are you deserting myself?' why you did not talk to me? oh boy! really touched myself and I just hugged herself and said.... don;t say like that? I love you and you know that. I'll just help to your friends now and I'll be right back.Afterall,she just smiled and said.I am just teasing yourself  and I know you are nice woman .Everytime at work she just ask myslef if I can bring her home.........Well, we made  a lot of statements just to made them calm........I am sure they feel bored where they at now but that's life here in America when parents become old just put them in Nursing Home........For me better to take good care my own parents at home by myself rather than putting in Nursing Home.We're not same feelings anyway..........For me loves to stay home even how old I am.................Hmmm love my job and my people sorrounding me at work.......

Oh my Lord,it bothers me again the pollens,dust,smeel from the difefferent flowers,or even perfume of my co workers.It really bohters my nose.I keep sneezing once I inhale the smell  of the different odor.Oh well benadryl,zertix it help me a lot.But before I am afraid what i felt but now just got up set everytime I smell that bothers my nose.Well,I have no choice not unless if I am just staying inside the house.Bored too much ha?

Oh boy ! can not express what i fetl inside the building where I work.Too hot ofr me .It's 90 degrees here .Outside is not too bad compare to inside the house or the buliding .Yes we have aircon but very big different to the normal air...........I know it's summer and and flowers now start blooming................They kept saying that I am weird because they heard that I said " I miss the snow" everytime I feel hot here.........LOL how about you guys?how do you feel? I am sure you adjusted already   the climate here but me needs time ..................oh well time for em to sleep  .good night..........