Hmmmmmmm finally I 'll be taking my vacation this coming June  and very excited to see my friends too.Wish I will enjoy my trip and of course to relax my mind after some bad things happened to my life ........But ,if we have faith on HIM 100 percent our dreams will come true and we shold trust to Him all the time.well,I;ll just share to you all about my vacation after...........

    Oh boy............ hot chilli with a lot of cheese taste yummy..........But............ be carefull you your tummy you may feel a lot of gas  and that's what i feel everytime I eat beans.Keep farting and hmmmmm but don't care what i feel as long as I eat chilli.........Tomorrow another recipe again.....happy mothers day to all Mom.......

It's my day off again and yes happy as I can relax for awhile but just wonder I can not hold the tears on my eyes just love to cry and don't know why but just love to cry.Hmmmm wish someday I could make it up about myself now...........But anyway,still thankful and greetful to everybody who'll cheer me up.Love you guys........

 Monday afternoon while I walked along the street my friends,Lavlav,Sarah,Maxie just buzzed me and I felt shock.And they opened that window and said..let's go Joy..............I said where?we'll be visiting our friend Jessel in Republic.I said okey but I need to go home first as I don;t  want to bring my things which i bought at the safeway store.

Well,we had a happy trip though Anthony son of Lavlav was very tired.We felt like philippines especially when we kept singing to thier video k.......Hm it's reminded  me my life in Philippines....wsih to be back in philippines soon but hmm maybe after settling my life here.Again Jessel ,congratulation for having a new baby.  Maybe someday me also.help me pray my friend...........

Hmmmmm is that true that I have a nice and a sweet HEART? well,as everybody told me that I have those things in myself.But sometimes I said Yes I have but sometimes I said NOPE.I am mean and not good but they kept  saying no you'was'nt.But, only HIM (GOD) knows deeply to our heart and to our soul.We can not hide something for HIM .So,if we're concern to our soul and to our second life let's do everything for it.

Well,myself I would be very mean sometimes if I feel that persons has no respect for myself at all.I am so very respectful and kind but you must be careful ..........But anayway still love you all guys and I am sure a very good friends to everybody.AS we remember the 1 commandment of God," love one another"

Bye for now frineds...........

I am very excited to see my flowers now...........almost can not wait until it will come.But here,even if we can see in a short time still excited to see . on it.Not like in Philippines that we enjoyed more looking those flowers sorrouding the house.......We have no choice here better to feel like what they did........

 I don't know how to express my feelings now after looking this pictures of the two sisters Vaness and Tingting and my Ian.They are both part of my life,my family and there are more but needs to ask pictures from them.Well,this lady stay at my house now in Philippines wherein it's a little bit closer to the university where they at now.But actually Vaness is taking a review for the nursing board exam this coming June and Tingting will have the capping also this coming June.She will be 3rd year in nursing course this year and Ian will be leaving tomorrow going to Dumaguete to have some school contest or he said a lot of activiteis there.Hmmmm tried to let him not to go but he insist as he loves also to explore..........magastus no?segi na nga as long as he 's okey to take  medicine when he will be in college.He'll be fourth year highschool this year and we'll be praying to all the success of these kids.Wishing they can achieve also thier goals in life.I know who are they as we lived together before I moved here and of course we kept contacting to each other.Sad naman ang ibang pamangkin ko no interest in taking some course.Tamad and they are contented of that they have now.Oh well,that's thier life and thier decision so we'll just respect for them.........That's all for now I am strving now.........Good morning everybody

I am being proud and thankful to God for giving me a second life.As My Mom told me  and the one who assisted herself in giving birth to myself kept telling me that I am dead when I came outside from the womb of  my Mom.But my Mama Maria or Mama Eyay, the manabang tried very hard to save myself.She told me that without  Her and of course to our heavenly father I am not here in this wonderful world.And of course they have no brat baby or they have no brat sister .......My parents ,they were good and of course they worked to hard just to send us school or to finished our course.But not all of their children have an interest in school or they have no ambition to finished a course.Anyway,they did farming and a  little business.We are not rich nor poor.I am the youngest among 8 children and you know what My loving brother Ondoy he used to be our playmates,every weekend.Everytime he learned a new songs and new dances from school or from the big city.He loved to teach us myself and my sister Kate.He used to trained us on how to do cleaning.I had my assignment and for my sister.I was assign in sweeping our yard and Kate did cleaning  upstair with my Manong.He did cooking,washing our clothes,did general cleaning every weekend when he came from school.After we did to our assignment the 3 of us played hollahope and we had a lot of funs.He is not only our brother but our Ate,our friend and of course we treated now as our parents  as Mom and Dad after our parents passed away.How lucky we have this kind of brother.He is my Idol ...But to all of them I can feel that they really loved myself and thats made me brat to them.But you know what?I do love to all my sisters and to all my brothers.I keep crying I am far to my family now.As the saying goes " there's no place like HOME.WE are very close to each other,very supportive to each other too.We have a family reunion every year giving specail time to our family............

Next time nalang ang uban ...........can not hold my tears..........wish I can finish writing about my life.........Good night and see ya.......

It's my second days off and here almost don't like to get up.If I can hold myself not to poop on my bed I'm sure I was there on bed stil.Just like to cuddle my big pillow while listening nice music ..........remembering the past nice moments with my beloved one.And nothing I can do better to put my jacket and will do my walking and certainly it will helps to myself too.........And it's nice morning here............

It's 10:45 night time here,very sleepy ,tired from work,chatting my nephews and my beloved brother,surfing,did my laundry,ironing and folding some of my clothes that don't need to be ironed,cleaning my bedroom,while listening music still don;t like to go bed.I enjoy listening on it.That's me since when i was young really enjoyed music and of course we're like to our loving parents .They were both music minded too .Maybe someday one of my nieces and nephews will become a composer too........Hmmmmm it could be..........